Ticked off.

Art : Woo

Have a nice day.

Some things just go past you, you think you had it but you didn’t, you are special they keep telling you, you believe them and then you find yourself all alone in the dark, those who made you become who you are are no where to be seen when everything falls apart. The time has come for you to deliver what you owe us they say, you have nothing to offer, all you have is yourself but yourself isn’t enough, the people wonder and they keep wondering who made you this way. All along you thought this was the right way to live, turns out you were lied to, turns out the things you did were wrong, turns out you were in a bubble all along, who would have thought.

Now you snap, you see red in everything, every small thing ticks you off, you are crazy, not because this was the path you were always going to take but because you are shocked you even took that path in the first place.

Wake up and do your daily routine, it is a pleasure of mine to keep doing them, they keep me alive, they are who I am, they are who I wanted to be and now I am that. It keeps me sane, I can become sweet or sad but the thought still remains, I am who I am because of who I am. I will be my own leader, I am a follower of me, I stoop low at times but that is needed, we all know this for a fact, this is my pleasure and only mine, do you understand what I am talking about, am I ticked off? Maybe but only the wiser would know that and I am not that, I can never be that, for me to be that things have to go so wrong, I can’t imagine who I am and who I can be, the pleasure is definitely mine…

I think I get the gist of it all…Me in and out.

By Nu Nazareth.