What is it?

Art : What is it?

By Sakuan.

What is it about me and embarrassments, i say what I say and I do what I do, this is the day I come to terms with who I am and who I can be as a person, the days grow brighter and happier as time goes by. Do you see where I am coming from? The people tell me they care of where I go and where I want to be but they are always wrong because I don’t know where I want to be or go, the time has come for me to do something with my life, people say I should do something with my life and I try my best to do something with my life, things go my way at times and other times they don’t but that is okay because such is life or so they say, should I believe them or keep living my life the way I have known to so far? A query to ponder, indeed. Previous me was so important to this me, I keep saying that and no one is the wiser as to what I mean, well it is quite simple, right now I am just but a shell of what I was and far way off to what I always wanted to become, maybe I still have time to improve, only seventy left as I have already used thirty up, and those seventy is if I am lucky, such a complicated mind to have…

I keep asking myself, am I doing enough? Is this enough, do I need to do more? The answer is always yes, but that in itself isn’t healthy because you need to live too, those seventy will go by first and that is the one thing I have learnt from the past thirty…

Why focus on outliers? I bet you have your reasons and they might be sound but look how it affects the whole picture. Are we doing this the wrong way in society? Is it supposed to go this way, I wonder and keep wondering. What is it that I am talking about? Sometimes I don’t even know myself.

By Nu Nazareth.