WHAT?

Art : Cash!!!

By Sakuan.

This is a toy. I think my life is a movie, but nothing happens in it; it’s such a boring movie. Wow, I just said that, and I am sleepy for some reason... I make no sense, and that is what it feels like to be me at times. Thoughts flounder in this skull of mine, and the only way for them to get out is through this keyboard or a canvas. I wish my mouth could be one source, but I still have no one to share these thoughts with. I hope someday someone special comes along and shows me what life can be like. For me, life is more than how I see it, but I can’t explain it; I just know. I know the feeling of it all, and it repeats itself every day. Something has to click; something has to happen for my brain to open. At least, that is what I think. I might be wrong, but I don’t see how. The only reason I am this confident is that it has happened before, and not just once, but aplenty. Sometimes I find myself smiling just thinking of a version of my life that is more successful, without the petty financial struggles I go through now. Then, I blink, and when my lids detach, I find myself in my small corner. Tears try to come out, but I don’t let them because I am in control, not them. Then I think and keep on living. What else can I do? Nada. I wonder how those without these feelings feel. I wonder what their days are like, waking up at thirty years old and knowing you don’t have to work for the rest of your life because you are financially set. How does that feel? Is it fun? Is it boring? Do you smile a lot? Do you ever cry? What are your stresses? Do you care?

WHAT?

By Nu Nazareth.