My Life.

Hello there, ‘tis I again, ready to give you my weekly thoughts, I hope your day has been fantastic so far because mine has indeed. So, this week has been a weird one and I don’t even know where to start. Let’s see, I went shopping the other day and when I was in the store, there were some people there with their masks on, and as I was looking at the list of things I had to buy I remember thinking to myself “I’m down terrible” yeah I know, the thought just came out of nowhere. Why is that you might ask me, well it was because as I was walking around reality hit me hard and I realized my life wasn’t where it was supposed to be, and of course I knew that but it’s one of those things you just know it but never really thought about it, but this time it really hit me hard, I don’t know what triggered it but there it was, the thought was in my head now what was I going to do with it.

First of all, I had to ask myself why that was the case, and today I’m planning on really putting everything down on this blog post on why I think that’s the case and if there’s a way to improve on it both mentally and physically if possible. So here it goes:

I’m 25 and I don’t really compare myself to other people since I was young, I guess I lucked out on that virtue because not a lot of people are that way from a young age. Let me tell you one thing, it might be a net positive to have that virtue but it also affects you in some negative ways if you’re not careful and I’ll tell you how having that virtue affected me “negatively” in some cases.

So this is a pretty huge deal to me so I think I’ll compose myself and speak on this issue in detail in the next blog post, I’m so sorry for any readers out there but I just don’t wanna write something that I haven’t thought about fully, to be honest, I’d rather think about it in detail and just talk about it, thank you for reading. (plus I have a headache but that’s no excuse)